Saturday, July 01, 2006
Here writes Urs truly!!!
Hey there ppl! Just restarted this blog for my new life, with new hopes and stuff. Gonna start off from where i left off. Now, I'm single, left Gillian 3 weeks back. Had problems with our relationship and din wanna go on. Now she's got a new bf I've no worries of restarting this blog of my life. Got into Singapore Poly after O's, had an eventful hols and now here i lie soulless. Well to be exact, nothing is left in my life. Other than my mum, I've got no love, no excitment. Everything juz sorta slowed down. After entering the school (SP) made little change to that, made new frenz (Check!), got a new CCA (Check!), but that did not feel a little tiny gap left there... Am i meant to be alone? A selfless being with a great sporting attitude just not able to find the perfect happiness? Damn.. That's where we left off. Now here's reality...
Overslept, as usual, didn't go to school but turned up for Club meeting. You'd think I'm nuts to go back to school at 5 just to attend the meeting but hey, I've got to at least attend something. lol.. Crisis at the meeting as the committee just found out we didn't have money for the event! Gosh! Had to chip in some cash to get the mp3's on Saturday, wanted to help abit. But wad mattered most was to at least give a hand to help, cause I've promised to lessen Qian Yi's problems shud there pop up any. Btw, Qian Yi is a friend/SB Clubmate of mine which I got a shock 1st meeting her in the canteen! Can't describe it but yea, I got a shock! Still remember my friend asking me if i even knew her! lol.. Hell I felt for her today, cause today was juz not her day. She lost her wallet, problem with her event, juz getting full marks for her accounts test i think would not cheer her up. Today, behind that beautiful cheerful smile, is that feeling i did not want her to feel. I hope she finds her wallet and just keep that smile going on, cause apart from not feeling fulfilled, that smile juz lifts my heart and brightens my day. OKOK, after writing that part, if any of yall have heard of my new "like" juz keep guessing. If you think its her, I'll say "Maybe, I dunno... etc" I AIN'T TELLING! This answers Shyanne's question, who is also a friend/Clubmate of mine. Whom I met in camp witha very voracious interest in relationships ever since camp time. *Laughs* I think she's gonna start one alr with (i dun tink i can mention this one ppl!). lol.. Kept asking and asking me who i was after.. She can go eanie meanie on the girls i said she knew.lol.. hmm.. The clubs been having a few new relationships now, seniors together here and there, ain't mentioning the names cuz dun wanna my blog to turn into a reltionship lookout channel. Alright, gotta go meet the ppl to get the mp3's, thats all folks. Attached to my blog is a song I wanna dedicate to someone special. It's everyone's favourite. Enjoy!
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7/01/2006 06:19:00 AM
